Isolation

I have led a pretty isolated life only making a few friends. Hamedul is my local neighbour and friend. We have been friends for a year now and he is a decent guy. I told him i was adopted at an early age but the truth is i never did find out who my real parents were. I could still search and try and pursue it but when i did try looking for my real parents i just kept getting dead ends, like as if there is no record of them. Also one thing to note is that i have been having blackouts, doctors tell me i might be suffering a form of epileptic condition. I dont know whether or not these blackouts are connected to my dreams as before i have a dream i blackout, not all the time but sometimes.