Isolation

I have led a pretty isolated life only making a few friends. Hamedul is my local neighbour and friend. We have been friends for a year now and he is a decent guy. I told him i was adopted at an early age but the truth is i never did find out who my real parents were. I could still search and try and pursue it but when i did try looking for my real parents i just kept getting dead ends, like as if there is no record of them. Also one thing to note is that i have been having blackouts, doctors tell me i might be suffering a form of epileptic condition. I dont know whether or not these blackouts are connected to my dreams as before i have a dream i blackout, not all the time but sometimes.

Problem

These dreams are becoming more vivid and last night i had a dream of one of my friends telling me that hes brother is in trouble. I have not told my friend but i am thinking of telling him just to be on the safe side. But whether he believes me or not i dont know but i have to a chance.

Dreams

I have sporadic dreams that feel so real like they have happened, it feels more like memories, i dont know.... I keep waking up at night and sweating. Everything feels confusing and disjointed. I almost feel as though i dont belong here... that something is wrong. Day after day, i have been getting headaches and migraines...

First experiance.

I keep getting these random images in my head of people that i may have met or seen in passing. It feels like a bright white light at first and then i see these people that i think i met but never felt or experienced what is happening at that moment. Everything is a blur and i have decided to document my experience in order to keep a track of my symptoms and use it as a future reference to maybe get to the bottom of the problem.